Martin Johnson Heade - “Blue Morpho Butterfly”
21:55// Tonight is the last ‘supermoon’ of the summer. Check it out. *Goes to window, begins singing ‘Somewhere Out There’.*
22:09// In bath, passing thoughts of putting an end to the suffering, feeling so empty and ashamed, with no clear reason to exist, breathing, telling myself to hold on, but for what exactly? What reason do I have left after all my dreams have been shattered, after the love of my life has turned into my worst enemy? I have lost everything in the name of love.
22:14// [Redacted: As if he cares.]